The White ThingsNothing is as far away as a minute ago.No matter how hard you row against the tidewe can never reach it, never return there.It's hard to sleep in the light of my regretsthat creeps through curtain and barriersto rot away and bleach all things white.It's hard to sleep knowing that no distanceis as far away as sixty small seconds ago.Immalleable, we rot, and things turn white.
hvirfilbylurin the morning i throbagainst a lilac bruisefrom the ache i'vecarried for youwhat if i said i wake up and i look at youand your skin has not blackenedfrom disuse, has not paled fromneglect and stilli find perfection in the wayyour arms hang likea willow and thearch of your backand the width ofyour ribs like amarrow-cagefor mewhat if i said i loved you?
Of ForestsPinecones are the skeletons of foetal trees. They are the hopes, desires and dreams of a forestreduced to the brittle, breakable bones under it all.They are the unburied memories of loss.
scraps and sacramentsyou,beautiful siren girl with melodiesentangled in her hair: you areshell-shocked and sea-struck even though you cannot standthe sensation of sand beneathyour toes.you have fingers for prying, picking, pulling at your skin and nestingin that hollow space between your bones. and if anyone asks,you will swear there are monsterssleeping in the concaves of your ribs;there are ghosts beneath your tongue,embittered, and you are not the wordsyou speak.they say there is an answer, little girl(sometimes you begin to believe you area scarecrow on the border of reality begging people to turn the other way;and the mirror will agree)
deflourgod's got a thingfor women in white dresses,legs broken andtwistedlike the knot of a dead man'snoose
Rocks in a Glass HouseAnd With Bloodshed...We lost everything.
note 52i don't know how to properlywrap my love: eitherin wordsor whips
This is nowWe stayed up all night talking about suicide and philosophy, and as the sun shrugged the night off, she said; "I know I'm still alive because when I inhale it tastes like glass". That was then.
And Away We GoAs everyone whispered condolences,She crumbled.
After three yearsIts the laughter -snatched between mornings, or his blue, blue sheetsthat is the yellow chalice, snickeringmuffled love in the dimmed roomof his heartspacethat stitches a smile in the nape of my neck, trills good morningthe handthat held the cheek, that joyful ghostbeside me, as I walk in the darkmorning of the street.
Sweet Summer NightAll things glowthe pearl moon risescrickets chirp their praise.
clockwork mechanicshis heart ticks on; hisclockwork fingers caress mymechanical face
you are a beautiful and unique snowflakemy name is Tylerand you are not specialand you are not special but you're so fucking specialand most everyone likes you and you are so strangeyou kissed him and saw fireworks but the fireworks were a full few months beforeand you look like a person but talk like a politicianandmy name is Tyler and we both work food serviceI spit on the french friesand you produce French foodpreaching Higgs, Boston, some kind of murder scenariosaying you are the molten core of the earthe Spivak eoh,oh,the last time,the last one,the throw-up,the real dealthe big manthe cheeseyou are a beautiful and unique snowflake
Haiku IIreanimated husksdancing in the moonlight;alive once again.
SpringSummerEach night, an autumn-Blossoms skydive suicide,leaving branches bare.
Never The Gold.I want my silver back,I need to melt it down and forge a new connectionWith someone else.I want all the precious bits of myselfthat I so willingly quarried for you. I want my silver back.
Sometimes, it's the little things.He always told me I was deep. An unfiltered distillation of a humanitarian ocean.He accepted me, gills and all - He knew that I needed my eccentricities to breathe under the seascrapers of pollution that hung over my head. Or he said he did.At the end of it all, he tugged the gills open to expose me; my innards trailed across the coral reef as I swam trustingly forward, hoping for the best. I tried to believe.I believed him, gills and all - But eventually, he left me, with holes in my sides Where he had spooned out my intestines To tether them to a boulder. I tried to breath
Haiku: GoneThe moonbreath exhales,Skypaint blurs the horizon,Stars go out. You're gone.
Darkswipe clears the dark sky
Brilliant Decepticons
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not my usual twist, but I couldn't help but put this one here